[00:00:00 - 00:00:12] Oh, I know one other thought in assessing this year in science. I talked about omega, [00:00:12 - 00:00:20] the cosmological constant, and that is really incredible. In fact, let me do a personal [00:00:20 - 00:00:26] breast-beating thing and point out to you that this thing that they have come upon, [00:00:26 - 00:00:34] omega, the cosmological constant, this absolutely, you know, 50 years ago or so Einstein called it [00:00:34 - 00:00:40] the biggest blunder I ever made because he played with the necessity of this thing to [00:00:40 - 00:00:47] keep the universe from falling in on itself and then he decided it was an unnecessary construct [00:00:47 - 00:00:55] and that it led to such weird conclusions that it had to be gotten rid of and so that was all [00:00:55 - 00:01:03] very well and good until these recent measurements of the distances of certain supernova carried out [00:01:03 - 00:01:12] independently by several teams of astrophysicists brought the news that the universe is expanding [00:01:12 - 00:01:19] faster than the laws of physics allow and when they looked at how much faster they realized that [00:01:19 - 00:01:26] it called the cosmological constant back into existence well but here there are a couple of [00:01:26 - 00:01:36] things about this cosmological constant that are very counterintuitive the first is that it it's [00:01:36 - 00:01:47] it's it acts on empty space it isn't it does not require matter to manifest it is a property of [00:01:47 - 00:01:56] space itself the cosmological constant the second thing is it's it's a repulsive force that is [00:01:56 - 00:02:05] growing stronger and stronger forces don't grow stronger and stronger they grow weaker and weaker [00:02:05 - 00:02:12] gravity grows weaker light grows weaker everything grows weaker this force as time progresses gets [00:02:12 - 00:02:19] stronger and stronger well that means when you project it out toward you know billions of years [00:02:19 - 00:02:26] into the future it becomes the dominant force it overcomes gravity it overcomes the strong force [00:02:26 - 00:02:32] the weak force it overcomes all the forces it becomes the dominant force the other thing about [00:02:32 - 00:02:43] it is that becomes stronger not on an even slope but asymptotically it becomes stronger well now [00:02:43 - 00:02:52] this produces something very much like what I've been yakking about since 1971 the novelty wave the [00:02:52 - 00:03:00] so-called time wave it too grows stronger and stronger through time and it too has this kind [00:03:00 - 00:03:09] of built-in asymptotic acceleration where it experiences a kind of inflationary expansion [00:03:09 - 00:03:17] in power the two map over each other very well but when you talk returning now to the cosmological [00:03:17 - 00:03:24] constant when you ask when the astrophysical community realized the consequences of taking [00:03:24 - 00:03:31] this on board they realized that it was dissolving the entire model of what cosmology has been [00:03:31 - 00:03:38] throughout the 20th century because what it's really saying this discovery less than six months [00:03:38 - 00:03:50] old is that space itself is in the act of exploding that the universe is is on the cusp of a an [00:03:50 - 00:03:57] inflationary phase of expansion similar to the inflationary expansion that occurred at the time [00:03:57 - 00:04:03] of the Big Bang what would this look like what would it feel like nobody can even imagine it is [00:04:03 - 00:04:12] not upon us I don't mean that but I mean that in the near future of the universe in the next billion [00:04:12 - 00:04:21] or two billion years things will change very very dramatically everything will begin to rearrange [00:04:21 - 00:04:28] itself according to the expression of this asymptotic power so that that was the biggest [00:04:28 - 00:04:35] news in astrophysics the other news which has psychedelic implications I think also comes [00:04:35 - 00:04:42] from astrophysics as you may recall last August I think it was I can't remember exactly every [00:04:42 - 00:04:51] man woman and child on earth got the equivalent of a dental x-ray when there was a thing called [00:04:51 - 00:05:01] a star quake on a on a magnetar a magnetic neutron star 20,000 light-years away experienced a [00:05:01 - 00:05:09] catastrophic collapse and there was a wave of gamma rays that were that were well turned on [00:05:09 - 00:05:16] every light in the system when it hit the planet and there's no an event like that had never been [00:05:16 - 00:05:22] observed before and I got to thinking about this and I realized you know well we've only been looking [00:05:22 - 00:05:28] for this kind of thing for 30 years there's probably quite a bit of this kind of anomalous [00:05:28 - 00:05:39] high-energy short duration fluctuation of radiation going on in the galaxy and then I had a kind of [00:05:39 - 00:05:51] an image I wouldn't say a vision but kind of an image of how things are really arranged on the [00:05:51 - 00:06:00] larger level in terms of the galaxy and I the image was of a donut and you know we're accustomed [00:06:00 - 00:06:06] to being told that we're at the out at the edge of the Milky Way where stars are few and far [00:06:06 - 00:06:13] between that this is the boonies in other words but I'll bet you the boonies are where biology [00:06:13 - 00:06:20] thrives because the low star density and the distance from the galactic core and these extremely [00:06:20 - 00:06:29] energetic events at the core would create a kind of donut situation where it's the toroidal area [00:06:29 - 00:06:37] out near the rim where stars are slow burning and they don't collide with each other and plants can [00:06:37 - 00:06:46] form and you get the five billion years run you need to get to a civilization but you know our a [00:06:46 - 00:06:53] rule of biology and strategy and everything and religious practice as far as that's concerned is [00:06:53 - 00:07:03] seek the light well the light is at the core and so then I saw aha maybe the true seeking of the [00:07:03 - 00:07:12] light requires biology to go into partnership with something beyond biology because the environment [00:07:12 - 00:07:19] at the core is so energetic and I'm not suggesting the the actual core that's beyond contemplation [00:07:19 - 00:07:28] that's a black hole no technology imaginable and can get even near the event horizon of an object [00:07:28 - 00:07:34] like that but I mean in the vicinity of the galactic core where you know there are star [00:07:34 - 00:07:42] the star density is two to three hundred times greater than it is in our vicinity those kinds [00:07:42 - 00:07:49] of environments are so fraught with peril far for biology that probably downloading ourselves into [00:07:49 - 00:07:58] machine symbiotes of some sort is the only is the only way to go to those places in one of Greg [00:07:58 - 00:08:07] Egan's novels he pictures a human future where this is one option you confuse yourself with a [00:08:07 - 00:08:18] starship and set out to check out the neighborhood or you can join the omni until rye Pennsylvania [00:08:18 - 00:08:22] actually I think you can't do that because something's happened to the earth but some [00:08:22 - 00:08:34] Hamish possibility is still available well this is not like the sort of thing the other faculty [00:08:34 - 00:08:42] members will be talking to you about which is an intense and and primarily important download of [00:08:42 - 00:08:52] the in the the homework the chemistry the botany the behavioral impact the archaeology the ethnography [00:08:52 - 00:09:01] of these substances I asked myself all the time you know how are we different from other people [00:09:01 - 00:09:10] are we morally superior are we smarter are we richer are we kinder to the people we meet and [00:09:10 - 00:09:20] actually the longer I look the less I can tell there are extraordinary examples of all of these [00:09:20 - 00:09:28] things in and outside of our community and extraordinary nudinix and jerks inside and [00:09:28 - 00:09:40] outside our community but we have in our hands tools that I think if people were correctly [00:09:40 - 00:09:49] presented with them and understood without hype and hysteria and hyperbole what this psychedelic [00:09:49 - 00:10:00] enterprise is about that we would win them to our cause because our cause is the human cause the [00:10:00 - 00:10:11] cause of thinking and communicating and building and bringing into existence new forms of beauty [00:10:11 - 00:10:20] new possibilities for being and this can be done without psychedelic certainly but with psychedelic [00:10:20 - 00:10:30] it is accelerated and it has a feeling not only of immediacy but of the only way I can put it is is [00:10:30 - 00:10:38] correctness it isn't the it isn't the lonely neurotic artist thrashing towards some kind of [00:10:38 - 00:10:49] self-reflection it's the firm guiding hand of a greater mind the logos the earth I'm not sure but [00:10:49 - 00:11:00] a greater mind I mean art true art truly is truly inspired and and the the muse I don't think was [00:11:00 - 00:11:08] more real for Homer than it is for each and every one of us when we're in presence of the mushroom [00:11:08 - 00:11:20] or Iowa or a DMP or LSD or something like that so you know I suppose I will go to the grave with [00:11:20 - 00:11:29] life as mysterious to me as I found it when I came to consciousness around six or seven but [00:11:29 - 00:11:40] I think life is whatever it is it's an opportunity of some sort and the things I have been most [00:11:40 - 00:11:52] grateful for were the things that I mapped at the frontiers of knowledge of sexual experience of [00:11:52 - 00:12:06] psychedelic experience knowing feeling and being one with being or how I would categorize that [00:12:06 - 00:12:15] break down so I think the future is bound to be very confusing and demanding for most people and [00:12:15 - 00:12:24] there are many claims on on each of us and our intellectual loyalties and where we put our energy [00:12:24 - 00:12:31] should we tolerate relativism should we be Mahayana Buddhist what's our position on the [00:12:31 - 00:12:46] we chill how do you relate to Monica all these things but I feel I feel actually like the thing [00:12:46 - 00:12:59] that I always dreamed of in my early youth was a miracle I didn't particularly like the Spensky's [00:12:59 - 00:13:06] book in search of the miraculous but I loved the title and I used to just sort of chant it as a [00:13:06 - 00:13:14] mantra in search of the miraculous just one I knew the rules just one is enough because one secures [00:13:14 - 00:13:21] the possibility of an infinitude of miracles whether you have observed them or not well now [00:13:21 - 00:13:34] I'm 52 and I've seen I don't know four or five which is four more than necessary to make me a [00:13:34 - 00:13:44] lifetime optimist but the recurrent the enduring miracle however it's achieved is the the psychedelic [00:13:44 - 00:13:53] rush you know that giddying moment when all all bets are off all boundaries dissolve the machinery [00:13:53 - 00:14:06] of language fails the adjectival wheel wells burst into flame orbital velocity are in the [00:14:06 - 00:14:16] presence of of the thing and I cannot believe that that is not a solitary experience and you've heard [00:14:16 - 00:14:22] me say many times that how itchy it makes me feel to think that somebody could go from birth to the [00:14:22 - 00:14:30] grave without having that experience they can make of it what they want they can denounce it they can [00:14:30 - 00:14:40] deify it but one should have it because it's it's one of the compasses the primary compasses of being [00:14:40 - 00:14:47] and it's larger than the historical context I mean the point of this talk tonight was to talk about [00:14:47 - 00:14:56] linearity and idea systems and the nonlinear impact of these drugs and the way they break [00:14:56 - 00:15:11] down media bias but the all these intellectual ideas exist in the light of the son of this [00:15:11 - 00:15:22] unspeakable primary experience and we can we can draw it paint it sculpted after dance it drama [00:15:22 - 00:15:32] and never take anything away from it never define it never occlude it it's like it is a miracle it's [00:15:32 - 00:15:41] like having the presence of a deity it's I think very hard for me to open myself up at any given [00:15:41 - 00:15:54] moment to the full implications of how fortunate I am and how good life is in in the shadow of this [00:15:54 - 00:16:01] particular tree anyway that's the formal talk for tonight thank you very much [00:16:01 - 00:16:06] [Applause]